sigh...

Is it possible to be too mushy?...
haiz.... I dunno... maybe I'm just too direct... I'm so sorry...

I will watch my words next time ok?.. dont be angry...
I guess the reason why I'm so quiet is because I'm scared that people might say things that hurt you...
I know... I'm not good looking or smart... but... I'm just me.. and thats all I have to give....

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read. Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few.

Haha

I'm truly delighted; seriously...

...I just totally dislike.. did i say dislike? no.. detest... did i say detest? no hate... did i say hate? no.. loathe.. the name Pundit... sounds like some wierd indian vulgarity

What kind of blogger are you?

Irritating People

The backstabbing has started... the rumours are getting from bad to worse...
Arrrgh... I wish I can eradicate all those looney biatches who are talking behind my back..

mIRC is still ok.. nothing much... but the other side has already started irritating me... fine.. this time I'll break all connection with those who biatch about me...

So what if I turn straight... It doesnt affect YOU right?... shut your gap and go back to your dirthole....

P.S.
Biatch = Male version of Bitch (kindly lifted from quiksilver's dictionary)

Red?.. the last time I did it was purpple! LOLzzz

Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

xD Gunbound NighT!

Just finished playing GunBound with her... =P
It feels great.. =D

Though she was kinda quiet throughout the entire game... I jus liked playing and being there... =P
Sometimes.. for no apparant reason I will jus stone and let her win... or I will go and commit suicide... haha.. =P so dumb... lolz...

Lolz... I wasnt keeping track of the time... till I realized after the games that it was 12+ lolz... we played for 3 hours...

Actually.... I should be quite good in Gunbound... after all... my two bros are ruby wands... but... well.. I only know how to use a-sek...haha.... =P

She will be loved...
She will be loved...

COol pic Huh! lolz.... 

Like?.....

I... did it?.... or maybe I blew it... =X

Arrgh... =X I've never done this to a girl before.... I also wasnt sure what her reaction was.... =P

What possesed me to do it... I didnt even tell Timothy I liked her before... I guess I should have asked?... but... I dont fit into her type of guyz lah... I guess... I'm not witty nor good looking....

What do you do after this?.... I'm so quiet nowadays.. Partly because of my recent loss of voice... but also because I'm so scared that other people will try and do something wierd that might embarrass me or her..

I've kinda of.. never really liked a girl before?.... =P kinda feels funny....

What should I do?... I think the present was kind of corny... =P but i tot it was cute thats why I bought it... I feel like wacking myself... Maybe the present kinda scared her off?.... but... I guess she is more open then that....

Somebody tell me wad ta do...

It feels funny to have a heart that feels again... This time... it feels different... it feels..... fuzzy?... haha

Tap on my window... Knock on my door... I want to make you feel beautiful....

Christmas.........

Gues wad i goT foR ChriStmaS!!!


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I jus love my life..........

Another 5 More ways to break up.. lolz.....

I'm too tired to crack my brains to try to counter the PMS entry that both Morpheus and Becks wrote....

Whatever it is... The destiny that is written in the spirit of every guy is to protect a gal... And no matter how much the gal can complain, deep down inside her, she needs someone whom she can hug, someone whom she can rely on, somenoe who will always be there for a shoulder to cry on...

I'm now down with a terrible fever.. 39 deegrees to be exact. My parents for once wouldn let me go to school... My throat hurts very badly and my eyes water every now and then...
The doctor gave me 3 days MC... But I think I'm going to try and go to school tomorrow... if is 37+ i think i still would be able to go...
I cant afford to lose so many lessons.... I cant..
Moreover I miss my frenz.. =P

K... since I've nothing better to do, I will continue to write about the other 5 ways to break up.

6) The Study Break

In this scenario, one party tells the other that he/she has to study for the upcoming examinations, thus he/she will not be able to continue going out with him. Naturally, the other party will consent to it, as most of the time, the other party will be very concern about her academic performance. However, after the study break, the latter will say that they have been apart too long... and thus, have lost all feeling and so, break.

7) The Fault Finding Break

Need me to say more? One party just finds many ways to throw insults at another, and the other party becomes very demoralized. After awhile, they will break. (Tell me who wont)
P.S. This is a VERY good way to break, if u dont mind the after effect - bitching

8) The Parenthesis Break

Trust me. Mum and dads out there. Your son or daughter might be using even YOU as an excuse to break up and thus cause the family line to stop there. ok... it goes like that -
a. My mum doesnt want me to go out with you, she says that she doesnt like you
b. My dad says that I'm to young to go out with other guys/gals
c. My parents want me to concentrate on my studies
etc...
P.S. The "mum" and "dad" are interchangeble

9) The Perverted Break

Pretend that you are out there to get his/her to go to bed with you. Usually the other party will get disgusted and thus want to break up with you. For gals, act like a whore, for guys, act like a pimp
P.S. It only works if the other party is morally intact (i.e. He/She is not out to get in bed with YOU too!)

10) The Sibling Rivalry Break

Ok... This has nothing to do with sibling rivalry, actually, its quite the opposite. I dunno how to explain. So I'll write out a conversatoin
"I think we are not getting anywhere... Somehow, I feel that my love for you is somewhat like a brother instead of a boyfriend (girlfriend)"
"(confused) huh?"
"We'll jus be brothers and sisters ok?"
"(starts to cry) What happened? Why cant we be together?"
"We'll always be together... I promise you, but we'll be kor and mei ok?"
"I... guess thats the best way out... "

Emotional huh... but this is also a type of break, like it or not...

P.S. This is highly effective, however, if you have another stead... good luck to you... lolz


Okok.. I'll write another few next time....

Oh yah.. one word of advise... For those who read my blogs, THIS IS NOT TO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO BREAK UP WITH THEIR STEADS. In fact, this is just a precautionary measure to step up your romance if you realize that your stead is starting to hover away..

Oh yah.. I just got news from Morpheus that I would be grouped with Sharina and Sonia for WP! LoLz! Thats so cool.. 3 Taurans in a group... and Sharina has the same birthday as me too! lolz.. =P

I still haven bough the presents for many of my frenz yet.. =X my budget is so low..... eekz... my bank is running dry... haha

Watching Britney Spears - Everytime MTV... So sad.. About a guy who abused a gal and the gal tried to drown herself... so sad....
Why cant some guys not take advantage of gals huh.... and they complain that gals are becoming more "independant" nowadays... how not to?

I promise that if I ever love another gal... I will never hurt her...... I promise, from the bottom of my heart....

God only takes in THE BEST

God saw that you were tired, and a cure was not to be.

So he put his arms around you, and whispered “Come To Me.”

With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw youe pass away.
Althogh we love you dearly,
We could not make you stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.

Author Unknown.

more stuff...

I CANT BELEIVE I WOKE UP LATE!!
Would you believe it... The alarm clock's battery dropped out in the middle of the night... yes. Just like that -_-" Damm Stupid lor!!

Arrgh.....

Hmmz... now I have alot of time to do alot of things.... All the way untill 11:00... which is when I go to school for the NEXT lesson... ARRGH!!! I missed one of my favourite lessons....

Anywayz... I'm going to write more about the chalet...

It was a surprise to some people that I did not hang around much with YoYo and that group of frenz... But the reason is kind of simple... Many people just did not feel comfortable around them... guess is their very ladylike actions... hmm...

I got to know a few more people much better... 1 of them would be farhan aka BaJero, another of them would be my didi Seth aka Hiro and Jake aka Pido... =P
Learnt alot of things.... and well... yah... i did enjoy myself at the bungalow... but it was not like what i imagined it to be... lolz...
Guess my expectation can be kinda high sometimes... lolz

Bleahz*
I dont feel like writing liaw....

I STILL CANT BELIEVE I'M LATE!!

The AJ Chalet

Its one of the big annual-or-so AJ chalets held by a union of a few channels, namely #AJ, #Myplace, #YouthEvolution, #Menzone and #AJ-Tong...

I wont bother to name the people who went to the chalet.. I cant count.... The organizer booked like the biggest bungalow-chalet in the whole of Aloha Loyang.... Which is... I think ALOT of money... I'm not sure....

But yah... AJs will alwayz be AJs... I went there early -_-" I cant believe I actually reach there at 3:00... They said they will be meeting at 3... but well.. the organizers finally reached at 5:30... 2 1/2 hours late... cool rite?... So I like waited at Downtown East arcade playing a disgustable version of Para till 5:00....

I knew at least 60% of the people there.... and by the end of the second night, the chalet was packed to the brimming brim... Considering that they needed 1/2 the bungalow to make way for the makeshift stage...

Lolz... my didi Hiro was like one of the cutest guyz in the Chalet... I think the first one was Xiao Hao... I'm not sure le.... haha... =P
This is the first time I'm meeting my online didi Hiro... =P
I wont bother to describe.... hahahaha

Hiro

(Cute Pts+ Handsome Pts + Cool Pts)/(Age)

+

(Fashion Sense x Boyishness)/(Personality)

x

10

= 84 pts

haha... =P my own personal formula...

So stupid... I wanted to take photos.. but everybody is like camara shy... and my hp camara was like having PMS... I could take pictures... but it is very VERY blur... dunno why...

arrgh..

Hmm... The cabaret drag show was very very funny... I think Kumar (the phamous MediaCorp dragee) might have enjoyed it... All the performers and comedians were like super hilariously funny... but ExTreMELy Chio... I went to peek at what they did backstage and I was like *WOW* they have possibly 10 times more makeup stuff then Shu Imaru, Lo`real and Nivea put together....
Wellness (nick) was there, the super pro drag artiste... she (he) was very very nice to let me go into the room and see them do all the work...
I was like *OmG* and *WtH* they had all ranges of push-up bras... bra clips.. underwear... bra pads... ermz... there is alot more... I wont bother to say anymore...

When the show started, I think the whole of Aloha Loyang came to the chalet to watch.. about an additional 40+ people...
The entire living room was redecorated and lighted to become a makeshift stage... There were 2 more new drag apprentices, I think... Dada and David... but they're quite good also.... =D

Hmm... Jeff was there... but he came for awhile then left already.... he kinda couldn stand being near so many queer people.. lolz....

The amount of AJ people are like increasing rapidly, and the number of people who are coming out of the closets are countless... compared to 3 years ago... the number of people who turned up for this chalet is unimaginable... lolz

This chalet was only opened to 1 public channel , #AJ... there are 2 othe major public channels, #SGboy and #GAM... If all 3 public channels are to merge for an event... I think the police might step in... as there would be like thousands of people attending the event...

lolz...


I think I shall not write anymore....


Bleahz.. I miss my straight frenz.. lolz... but my AJ family is kinda close ta me too...
=P

I realize that I liked somebody... and SHE (yes.. she is a she) is quite close to me... I duno.. but I suddenly realized that she meant alot to me... even in the chalet.. in the midst of countless cute guyz...

bah... but I guess I dont fit into the catagary of guyz who can actually be her bf... so I'll juz keep it to myself... lolz...

Well... in the midst of plenty ( What I'm meaning here is cute guyz).. Usually the most beautiful person in your heart will stand out more...

=P

K.... done... I'll stop.. I'll stop.. or my blog will be longer then May's... =P haha... ciaoz people...

Lolz.... flawless complexion? You can imagine what the media can make one person... 

First day of SCHOOL ! ... how exciting

I'm feeling so... ugly.. haiz..... dunno why.
OK.
Its not i dunno why... but everybody around me suddenly seems to be good looking?.... or is it my standard getting lower...

Cute guyz are popping out everywhere like popcorn and the AJ community is suddenly swamped with so many good looking guyz...

Today is da first day of school... (everybody groan)
Haha... but it was kinda cool.... especially the first lesson about Digital Video and stuff... it was way cool... all the video sets, studios AND the DIRECTOR'S CHAIR!! lolz

Hmm... after that almost our entire class went to makan at Holland Village... lolz... and yes... we're still as cheerful and bubbly as ever... Timo is still as cutely contemplative, Sarah is still in her permenant holiday mood attitude, Sonia is still so quiet and giggly, May err.... hmm... she seemed to have stopped making headlines and highly sacarstic statements... LOLz... Jason still seems to have... kinda isolated himself from us.. Jawei and Aizat are still making really bohemian stuff out of thin air... (i mean the jokes... ) haha..... lolz... guess thats about it....

and I... hmm... i dont think i know what happened... lolz

but anywayz... after 2 really boring lessons of News Writing and Personal Financial Planning... I went to East Coast!

I went to meet up with my didi Willie and Rendall, and Farhan and his really cute stead, and a gothic punk... and we were having a BBQ! =P
Ok.... so why does it always have to happen that the cute guy alwayz turns up late?
So... it was somthing like this...

Me : You are NOT going to get anything cooked if you put aluminium foil on top of the fire!
Gothic Punk (GP) : Its still heat wad....
Me : Whatever lor... if you can still cook a chicken wing on an aluminum foil its not BBQ already lor...

- The cute guy walks past -

GP : Eh.. that guy damm cute rite.... haha
Me : Plueesssee lor madam... He has the word "STRAIGHT" written all over his face lor
GP : I jus looking leh... cannot ah...
Me : High right? Hormones going over -

- The cute guy walks over to me -

Cute Guy (CG) : Is this Rendall's BBQ?
Me : [Stammer] y.. yah...
GP : [Looks smug]
CG : Ermz... where is he?
Me : He went to the toilet (actually he went to coffee bean to buy a drink... but i couldn think of anything at that moment so i said he went to the toilet)
CG : Oh... haha... its ok then... who are you?
Me : I'm Kyo
GP : and I'm Morrigan
CG : ohhh! Kyo! you are the wan that accidentally kicked away Q (the galaxynet service bot) away accidentally right?

and that is how the conversation started....

omg... why do cute guyz keep banging straight flat onto my face? very de pain leh...

=X i feel so ugly.... need to go and start re-grooming again... lolz

He is chao ji cute lor... his name is Joel.... and he was like telling me that he was actually kinda fat last time... but he took on some sports.... and now he is like that ( i was so tempted to tell him that i knew some sports too ) .... and he still thinks he's fat....
omg.. he is only 60 kg, and he has full scale washboard abs lor.... flawless complexion and smooth even tan!
he IS to die for.... haha...

ok.... so first was ryker . then jeff (farhan's stead) . then ivan (the cute guy) . and now joel (the cute guy also )
4 cute guys in 4 days. and 2 of them are far more better looking then ANY mediacorp actor lor... and the other 2 can make up with their really nice personality...

sigh*

Signing off...

FUN DAY!! =P finally... after so long

Today. I'm not going to continue writing about the methods to break up... xP

I had a rather pleasent day today... AND I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT IT!

Ok.. here goes...
Morning. Watched Digimon. Watched Powerpuff Girls. Watched Pokemon. When for worship practice. When for skit rehearsal.

THEN... I met up with my didi, Willie at Bukit Batok MRT station... Haha.. it was the first time i was meeting this online didi. He was like so blur... and kinda cute... but he was kinda proud and haughty.. lolz.... Guess that is what people from "The" Chinese High School is like... haha.. Generalization...

And guess who came along for his birthday bbq?... Rendall, Farhan and his really really cute boyfriend... He is not ravishingly handsome or something like dat... But he is really really innocent.. and his voice is so sweet.. =p I'm not joking... when you hear him, you cant and can never bring yourself to actually scold him or something like dat (not like there is anything to scold him)... But anywayz... he is really really cute...
His voice is so innocent.. and he is kinda blur blur type too... lolz... oh yah.. he's name is Jeff... *sigh....

THEN....... xP Ivan and Wei Wei came.... They are a couple... but... It took some time before I could actually tear myself away from Ivan... HE WAS.... *sigh... really really really really really really good looking..... He might be one of the best looking AJs I've ever seen in my entire life... and the best looking AJs usually surpass that of most STRAIGHT guys... so... yah... Ahhh........ =X he is so good looking....
*sigh
1) Flawless complexion
2) Toned and fit body
3) Smart and sporty
4) Cool and fashionable
5) Proficient in both English and Chinese and... tada* Singlish!

... sigh... he's taken... so bah and bah again....

That goes to show that NP does not produce the best looking guyz.. NYP does.. lolz.. thats as far as Ivan is concerned... Rendall was crapping throughout the whole time with me... trying to liven up the entire etmostphere as everybody was like super quiet... We were wondering what would happen if we picha Willie's lobang (blow Willie's AJ cover) in front of his parents.. haha... but we didnt do it in the end...

Then guess who I met! I met a ger from Campus Crusade... ermz.. oh no... I forgot her name again... She is from NP, and is very very chatty... and quite pretty too! She played in the same band as me for the Metamorphosis camp.... Anywayz.... she-is-willie's-COUSIN! ..... I was like omg omg omg omg..... haha... XP luckily she doesnt know that I'm AJ.. lolz....
We chatted a bit... lolz.. and nothing much...

Hmm... nothing else much to say... but the cheese sausages and the crispy bbq-ed (nicely - as AJs are very good at cooking) was fantastic... lolz.. but a bit sad about the unfinished catered food... (most AJs are not extremely big eaters).... haha =P Willie was real nice... XP lent me 10 bucks to take a cab home... becoz i forgot to withdraw money...

And GUESS WAD... You guess you guess you guess.... You guess correctly already then I tell you.... =P The cabby which took me home was very new.. in fact, 2 days only.... AND... he didnt know where he was going... So... instead of taking me to TANJONG PAGAR, he brought me to ORCHARD ROAD... tHen admitted that he was lost.. and the bill? 25.90 .......... haha... Luckily... he charged me onli $10, because he said that it shouldn be like dat... quite nice lah.. but i find it hard to believe that its so expensive to get form Bukit Batok to Tanjong Pagar...
=D weee... nice dae....
Jeff ~ Sigh
Ivan ~ Sigh..... =P
these two has just reinforced my opinion that most of the better looking, better personality, nicer character guys may just come from the AJ side.... haha.... after all... the FIRST S.N.A.G. (sensitive new age guy) was an AJ... haha =P

15 Commonly Used Break Up Methods

Haha... I'm bored.. so I'm writing this... I think I'm more then qualified to... lolz...
Weeeelll... Firstly... Breakups are so common... Guy sighs... Girl cries... Guy lies... Girl dies... Guy cheats... Girl Bitch... Well.. I'm not saying that it cannot be the other way round, in fact, the situation is changing so much so that it is most likely that it is the other way round... haha (I'm not joking)

Aywayz... Here goes nothing...

1) The silent break

A long period of silence. Both parties usually content to breaking up after that. No body contact, can be done just using SMS. Both parties must consent. No bugging the other. After awhile, ta-da.. break...

2) The anti-climax break

Everybody is happy, however... a person could actually use happiness as an excuse for breaking up.. BeLieVe me. He/She just has to say, that they're happy with you... jus as a friend, and you are supposed to be stunned. ok... Cry if you must... but they're gone.. I'll elaborate on the "friend" thingy next

3) I'll be your friend break

Both parties could be having fun, happy or could be cold, and sad... Whichever more possible... Then one party will say that "ermz.. I think we're better of as friends" and then a possible evidential relation to the near past or the distant past...
(P.S. This is a very very VERY popular break up line)

4) The sobbing statement

One person cries, the other person gets worried... Starts to console him/her... After about 3-4 hours of consoling, you realize that you are the one that is making him/her cry and not his/her parents this time... You ask what did you do, and the person says some vague bleeping... and you have to accept it... because he/she must be so distraught she cant think properly

5) The break-maker (opp. of matchmaker)

Get another person to come in between both of you... Then say push blames to that person and pretend to hate that person... The other party will naturally want to defend the relationship (most of the time) and would confront that person. That is when you step in and confront your stead and tell him how much you treasure your friendships. Thus, it is enought for break ups..

haha.... I think I'll stop here today...
I didnt really go through many of these break ups... But I can tell you that though some might sound rediculous, people actually do these...

I wish that people would be more upfront sometimes and not hide behind some excuse... lolz
but who am I to say? Most of the time I'm the one who is being bullied... lolz...

CiaOz~
Signing off

LolZ... QuiZ on Whoes Perfect For me... =D

You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)

xD my old neopet... Cute?... hehe... Kacheeks RuLe 

What I Did During the Holidays

- Fought with my father

- Broke my arm

- Bought a new LCD Screen and (unbreakable) UV Shield

- Got a broken arm due to the UV shield (with a consequence of not being able to go for the SPARC camp)

- Went for metamorphosis camp

- Went for friend's chalet

- Took dominent control over the entire computerworks at home

- Met up with more #Myplace-ians (Hiro, Ivan, Mike, Alex, Edric, Pido, James... etc.. )

- Did a gigantic poster for the church which went highly unappreicated (at least now still)

- Went out with Simon and Haryanto (many many many places___)

- Learnt how to play KoF a bit (Athena, Choi, Kyo)

- Made a few more moves for Para Para

- Composed another 2 more pieces of music ("Easy Sadness" and "Went Time Stood Still")

- Played MapleStory until I'm totally SICK of it

- Started a Warrior character and trained until level 31 (FYI: To reach level 31, you would need
to press Ctrl about 250,000 times and Shift about 10,000 times)

- Got horrible marks for my examination (fall far below my worst expectations even)

- Got branded "useless" by my father

- Got branded "hero" by my brother

- Got branded "good for nothing" by my mother

- Got branded "..." by my elder brother

- Argued with Thomas over a SKIT practice

- Smuggled a pirated CD-rom through the causeway

- Finished Morrowind : The Elder Scrolls, Morrowind : Tribunal, and Morrowind : Bloodmoon (which is not supposed to be easy. coz if not for the FAQ guide, the game can approximately take over a year to play - for each)

- Found out that Clement (SPCCC) is only year 1

- Lost (almost) contact with Timothy

- Lost (partial) contact with Sarah, Sonia, Jason and all the rest of ma favourits class

- Gained (major) contact with the AJ society - again

- Gained (major) weight - a whole 2 kg! Which is a terrrible terrible TERRIBLE thing...

- Returned almost all my knowledge back to the lecturer

- Chatted with Solitude, who apparantly is a real nice guy

- Walked down from my house all the way to Orchard Road in the rain because I felt down

- Walked from Orchard Road back home because I forgot to bring my wallet

- Gaze coldly at 3 different people

- Hugged 7 people

- Cried for 1/3 of the holidays

- Suffer from depression.

Ok... guess thats what I can remember for now...

The path I chose

Seconds seemed like hours....
minutes seemed like days...
and hours seems like years...

He said he would come back... he said he would...
I looked at the playground... it was empty... I kept looking back, thinking he would return...
I set on the playground bench... and waited...

Seconds dragged to minutes...
Minutes dragged to hours...
And it started raining...

The time was 9:30 pm when it started raining...
There wasnt a shelter in sight, there wasnt a cover for me...
I kept my hope alive, lighting it with hopes that he would return for me...

I was entirely drenched, yet I still set down on the bench and waited...
He had to return, he must...
He could never leave me in the lurch..... or could he?

I never knew what was love... but all I know that the epitome of friendship is brotherhood or love...

Slowly, in the midst of the downpour, I saw him...
I thought I was sick and going delirious....
But yes... it was him...

Both of us looked at each other for a moment, and in that moment, every single thing that we did together...
The good times, and the bad, the playing and the studying took a new perspective...

In that brief moment, both me and him...

Took the other path... together...

He was drenched all over, and so was I... but how long we hugged, I do not know...
It was only 3 months, but the things I wanted to tell him was so much...
I missed him so much...

When I released the hug, I realize I was crying... and when I looked up, he was too...
Both he and I placed our friendship on the epitome... and finally my heart started to beat again...

He went away for 3 months, I waited for 6 hours....
Longing for his return... His smile, and his cheerful countenance...
His playful punches and serious thoughts....

We looked at each other and realize that we needed each other..
We had to have each other... without one, the other cant live as well...

Every moment, everytime....

For now, forever....

As I flipped throught the pages of my life, I realized that this isnt another paragraph, this isnt just another chapter.... This was the prologue, of what I am today...

I needed love...
The path I chose, the path I walk...
Many people condamn me,
Many people mock me...

But until the day they put themselves in my shoes
Until the day they become me...
Then will they have the right to say that this is not love
Then will they have the right to say that this is from the devil
Then will they have the right to say that... I should not have chosen, this path...

Andrew